*Contemplating*
Out with the wedding magazines and in with the school books! I started my first day of school and let me just tell you how excited I am! I know that it is going to be a hard and long road but I am ready for it. I need a new change in my life and head down a better path for myself. I have learned to not put anyone before myself. I am going to focus on me and my life and I know the rest will fall into place. I deep cleaned my room, got rid of so much baggage laying around and thats exactly what I am doing with my life. I have been in a state of contemplation all weekend trying to figure what all this is about. I know I do not have all the answers but I can only take it one step at a time. I do know that I will never trust anyone ever the same as I once did. Its funny that the one thing I used to long for to have in my life, I actually experienced and now I wish I never had. I am on the other side wishing that part of my life was still innocent and still searching for Mr. Right.
I don't want a Mr. Right anymore, I just want to be by myself, perfectly lonely. Cause' I don't belong to anyone, nobody belongs to me.
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